Yosh!
I was woken up my my phone call around 11.30am today.
A femal from Govtware thingy called me to be the team leader for AM session for allt he day.
But damn, i have round island kayaking on the 30th and thus i rejected the offer..
oh well.. Man, what luck. Pfft.
yyaoming
- What luck..
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yyaoming- September 21st, 12:09
blah
- Expect the Unexpected...
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- yyaoming
- September 20th, 1:58
anxious
I can't believe it..
I got locked out of my own room... By myself.. -_-"
Ever since my mum breaks into my room all the time, i have this habit of locking my room.
I even went all the way as to keep the key to my room.
So i kept the key in my room, and i fixed the door knob such that its always locked.
Then just now when i was not alert...
I went out of my room and closed the door.
The worst thing? Is that i did not even notice it yet.
I was at the living room making comments at the actors in a TV Drama my sis was watching...
Till i got to the door...
My parents were out the key is inside... Locksmith? Aww man..
I tried to pick the lock.. but nope.
It didn't work..
I called my dad and he can't hear me well on the phone. Even when i screamed 'i locked myself outside of my room' over the phone.
But he heard it clearly when i repeated myself in dismay. -.-
Was he taunting me? >_>
He came back and unlocked it with another set of keys i have yet seen before.
-sigh-
What to do now.......
- Not a Youth anymore.
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- yyaoming
- July 5th, 20:27
cranky
Dang..
Schools starting tomorrow...
No more breaks for me..
Well, its not like the holiday was a break to me either..
I've been soo busy to catch much break at home..Dang..
Schools starting tomorrow...
No more breaks for me..
Well, its not like the holiday was a break to me either..
I've been soo busy to catch much break at home..
Relaxing, thinking about nothing but spending time with my love...
-sigh-
And what a bad time to come; H1N1.
This week have been a strange one for me indeed...
I sense that my life is changing, for the unKNOWN.
Hope it all works out.. Some how.
Peace Out`
- Nooooooooooooooooooo... D:
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- yyaoming
- February 25th, 12:27
disappointed
Remember about the new shoe that i juz bought?
well, its been raining so i never get the chance to wear it..
and now that my hair was cut the wrong way..
i'll never get the chance to wear it.. D:
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- yyaoming
- February 23rd, 13:03
busy
well, theres a entry on this as well,
To be happy, you need to think positive. :3
no matter what happens, its life.
be thankful for everything and god.and for more info, there is only ONE god. irregardless of religion..
there is only one.
treat others how you want to be treated and you may just get the respect you wanted..well, may. it depends on the other party's environment, meaning his/her friends, surrounding, bla bla bla..
(im gonna be late again.. >.<)
Till later.. :3
-waves-
- 22/2/2009 ~ =D
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- yyaoming
- February 22nd, 22:20
content
Hi all..
I went out with 3 of my cousins, my mum and one of my sisters shopping todae.. :3
well, both my sis and cousin are looking for a gift for their friend..
my cousin kinda had no luck cause she got a 10 bucks budget and shes really busy..
so yea. Got nothing in the end for her, another cousin of mine got a fashion spec for himself..
-laughs-
well, i always wanted a sporty one, but guess i wont be wearing it often. specs. -.-
we went from centuary square to Tampines Mall..
and i got a shoe @ CS.
its a display set and its unfortunately, the last set also..
so yea, i really love it and i got it at a cheaper price, with a free pair of shoe lace. :3
heres some pics of it:
Then we went to the arcade, and played 2 bucks each.. :o
in the end when we're about to leave, i still left with 2 bucks.. >.<
then we all played the game where we had to throw plastic balls at the screen game together..
-laughs again-
my cousin complained to us about her pained arm.. XDD
i kinda like that game now.. (since my accuracy's getting better.. :D)
so we moved onto TM, but still nothing.. so we kinda left to eat.. :3
Again, here are some pics.. :D
Haf a nice dae.. :3
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- yyaoming
- November 6th, 2008
ahh crap, just when i thought LJ was better..
it shortened it even more!! gahhh...
no choice then.. hafta break it up on blogger..
- (endless) thoughts...
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- yyaoming
- November 6th, 2008
- apathetic
there are somethings that i cant mention out in blogs..
i need awhile to organise my thoughts.. too cramped up.
aniwaes, those thoughts? dont worry, they're not some general topics..
its about people around me and kinda like their charactor..
i dont wish to mention it out its because i dont wanna ruin their life or something like that..
and so, with that in mind, i found out that it might be the cause of love or something.
okay, they're actually blood related and maybe some friends.. well, i've got more objection for blood related people than friends..
well, its what they do that mathere are somethings that i cant mention out in blogs..
i need awhile to organise my thoughts.. too cramped up.
aniwaes, those thoughts? dont worry, they're not some general topics..
its about people around me and kinda like their charactor..
i dont wish to mention it out its because i dont wanna ruin their life or something like that..
and so, with that in mind, i found out that it might be the cause of love or something.
okay, they're actually blood related and maybe some friends.. well, i've got more objection for blood related people than friends..
well, its what they do that made me feel bad.
there are more thoughts actually but i kinda lost them. for now maybe?ps. there might be texts missing here due to errors caused by blogger.com which made me post this here.. (afterall)
please do not type LONG essays on blogger cause it jams it up. now i cant even delete that entry.. >.>
- The only happy moment in a crappy day...
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- yyaoming
- September 9th, 2008
bouncy
omg... guess what... x3
Xiao Ping Gave Me a Wonderful Belated Birthday Gift! =o
alrite... 'nuff said...
Isn't he cute? :p
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- yyaoming
- August 29th, 2008
- artistic
oh my... i havent been posting here for quite some time... :s
actually, the same goes to my blog... xP
hmm... its teachers day... well, im visiting my primary school later on.. and im thinking of giving her a card... :s
with a drawing drawn by me... :S
hmmm.. its gonna be a doggie with a rose in its maw... ^^
Bb-but... i dont know how to draw it in sitting positoon.. Dx
-Out...
- *sigh* again...
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- yyaoming
- June 30th, 2008
- annoyed
(another) *sigh*
having brunch right now...
it's the leftovers from yesterday.. xP
mmm.. actually today's english lesson we're suppose to practice our oral communication skill...
with that in mind.. i set up the visualizer, projector.. and got things prepared...
but the teacher was late.. i dont really mind any way...
however.. the thing is... i asked her are we gonna do the oral communication today but SHE IGNORED ME!!! Dx
man that was hurting... Dx
i think she forgotten to bring something or because she's late thats why she didnt want to go through that...
but wth? we increased our bag mass just for this? and we might have to do so some other day as well?!
why aren't things going according to schedule... Dx
so nevermind.. we talked bout water conservation in class... i suppose i can learn from her since shes wise and all...
then some of the students started to make noise.. and she shushed them... but when those students who i think are good talk.. she insulted them... Dx
i dont know about this but initially i thought it was unfair... to treat those bad students good and to treat those good students bad... but then it dawned on me that shes expecting more from the good students...
i still doubt it but im not sure... she seems to be a very religious person.. (wise too)
then after that... we're suppose to have science period...
and some of the students wanted to skip the lesson...
however they discussed their plan out aloud...
so they told one another not to do it as they're affraid that i might backstab them...
since i did in the past... but i dunno if i might do that for now...
and made a joke out of that... i cant express how i felt at that moment with words...
i dont think theres any words for me to use either...
(to be continued)
- messed up
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- yyaoming
- June 30th, 2008
- annoyed
(supposed to be on June 28, 2008, 20:06)
*sigh*...
was prepared for the day... but everything else seemed so unprepared...
first up in da morning was my social studies group studies... but some 1 from the group had a tiff with his mum so everything screwed up...
second... we went to the arcade to unwind... so i played DDR...
theres only 1 machine and the down directional pad is so friggin malfunctioning... ><
but still can play a few games... think spend $5-6 on DDR... XD
t'was fun... =p
then went to eat with avis's church friends.. and i kinda feel awkward... lols
i guess they dont know im a buddhist and avis keep asking me to go for her church event... @.@
man... how i wish i know how to hurt other ppls feelings that easily.. Dx
so i went to bedok next... for another chinese oral group study...
the meeting time was at 3pm.. but i reached bedok interchange at 2.30pm...
so i reached my friend's void deck at around 2.45pm... they're still at white sands eating...
so its kinda my fault for being so early... so i sat down and listen to music... @.@
i almost fell asleep waiting for them.. lol!
lets see... they finally came..
and i checked the time... 4pm...
wth? i waited around 1hr 30mins for them.. @.@
and i did ask them during that time... and they said they're comming...
comming for 1 hr?!
why cant everything be perfect for today... >.>
then studied for 2 hours and the initial plan was to play basket ball after 1 hour... thats why i wore jersy...
but another plan ruined... 4th time... @.@
so nvm.. just went home...
and kinda bored now...
- food...
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- yyaoming
- June 29th, 2008
- giddy
ugg... sour taste... ><
my food these days always seem to taste sour... >.<
they're prepared by my mum.. @.@
and i'd rather eat salty things instead of that.. ;P
which i normally don't.. =s
@.@ another bite of soury freshness.. >.<
totally made me lost my appetite.. x(
- Down and all...
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- yyaoming
- June 26th, 2008
- gloomy
*sigh*
any one know the secret to happyness?
mmaybe i already know it somewhere deep in my memories... @.@
but its just so hard to even try to think...
things happen or they didnt that made me like this... i dunno...
i just cant explain it... its like a feeling thats gonna haunt me forever.. Dx
how can i be forever happy..
maybe i can still think... ive been getting sleepy these days listening to techno-rave songs...
i wonder if i really get hyper with those musics or just used them to make me go to sleep... (instead of feeling these irritating feelings)
is it because i just know that i cant get something which i really want in life that i want?
- 3rd day of school...
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- yyaoming
- June 25th, 2008
discontent
mmm...
today was not quite a bad day after all.. if you exclude the part where there is not enuff time to doo things that you want to.. Dx
and a fight almost broke out in school today... well, i guess im exaggerating too much...
but the conflict is there... x(
drew another pic but it was on the whiteboard.. Dx
now i can only take a pic back with me and not the picture itself.. *sob sob*
then tried my best to comfort my friend.. but i dont think it went well.. since she left early... Xs
oh wells... now its my turn to suffer from lack of time... then maybe lack of sleep too... @.@
- midnight,,,
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- yyaoming
- June 24th, 2008
- Ravey.. x3
mmm… drew a picture just now (yesterday afternoon)... more to digital art.. gahh… I hate my paint software…
took a couple of hours to complete it.. im such an amateur.. @.@
it doent look nice also… Dx
then I suddenly felt kinda emo.. lool
so to get rid of it.. I need to occupy my feelings I suppose…
so I went to youtube to watch some funny commercials but it doesn’t have any effect on me… though just lame…
then I some rave videos… well I don’t even know whats rave… lol!
But I just like the music… x3
Previous love…
-Dota Rave
Current Craze…-Ravers Fantasy – Tune Up…
all kinds of mix… club mix, rave mix… x3
mmm.. it really seemed to lift my mood..But kinda giddy… @.@
Is it because of the trance or I shake my head to much.. x3
mmm.. come to think of it… yin’s also feeling blue…
wth’s with the terrorist attacking our feelings?!
Get a life lawl… @.@
I’m not saying I have much life here but world domination will only cause the world to fall at an even faster rate…
RAVES!!! x3
- my life's a total whore...
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- yyaoming
- June 22nd, 2008
- depressed
Those people who know me...
i mean those who i interact with for most of my life...
those who see me...
i know i normally seem ignorant and doesnt care bout most stuff...
but in the past...
i wasnt like that at all...
i greeted friends whom i meet when i see them and all...
it was so happy thinking bout old times...
but then.. its not like the past anymore...
these days, when i pass by even an exclassmate... i would still try to say hi to them...
even a hi.. i know its quite powerful to make another feel that people actually cares bout them...
some will reply me back but some will just ignore me and walk straight forward..
it hurts you know.. it really hurts...
do you guys even know what hurts feels like?
i dont think so...
its like excruciating pain in ur chest.. and it feels like its gonna explode any moment...
there will be difficulty to breathe and yea.. sometimes tears...
friends.. the who i am now is not me... and i know it...
its not the me who i want to be and you're making me that way...
i hated myself for being ignored by people... people who i once thought to be my friends...
why am i so emotionless in school then? u ask?
i try to be that way cause i dont wanna be hurt and all but i guess its only temporary...
it builds up like a flood in a dam and then .. wham!
once the dam broke.. the land below it will come crashing...
i dont know if this is really what you want and i really dont know...
but i will try to be the old self which i like and wanted...
sometimes i dont know but thought to god...
what have i done to deserve what im getting now...
my dad... the one who i always look for if i encountered problems with computer problems...
then theres this windows update which kills away my internet adapter from being found by the system...
so i system restored and its working again... but it started updating again...
i didnt restart my com at all until i need to go... so after that when i came back at around a few minuites ago... the internet was murdered again...
i told my dad and he suspects that i downloaded some stuff with virus...
i told him its just the windoes update... and he insist that the virus hacked into the system...
heck he always is saying that my computer contracted virus if something goes wrong...
like man.. why cant he stop cursing...
he alsos lock down the internet usage after 12.30 for friday and saturday... 11.30 for the rest of the days...
heck , i told him i needed the internet for today to do homework and stuff and me made some random comments which made me say that how can his words be trusted and be barked back at me with the same...
pfff.. getting bitten by my own words is one thing... he handed me the setup disc for the wireless internet adaptor...
then i just went to restore to after the windows update and then install the adaptor thingy... it mirically worked...
then to connect it.. i need to press the connect button on the modem or something.. which i dont know so i just asked my dad who seemed to be cooking in the kitchen...
so he said he'll come later... and he did...
he said can do it sometime later tomorrow... in such a tone that made me think that he just came because im like his son or something... and theres this feeling again... and im actually amused as he made me think that he really cared bout me for abit... but i was gone as fast as it came...
so i acted cool and said just click on the exit will do...
and i return the disc and he tried to connect to the internet... then he said do it tomorrow since theres no more internet for now...
like whaa? i know that... and you just made another gush to my heart...
if there is still some heart left in me...
i dunno.. might be smitherin or sumthing already...
if typing this would make my life any better, im sure something bad would happen in a minute...
whats there to love about life if you aint loved at all?
theres only 1 true friend who i have and our friendship lasted for around 7 years now...
i love her very much but i still dont know what kind and we havent even met for like 4 years...
for 4 dam long years... we're still friends and i've just recently told her probably my deepest secret which no one else knows...
not even my family...
dammm i dont even think they'd care...
come to think of it, they'd tried to get close to me and get to know me a few months ago... heck i think that was pretty darn late to get to know your son...
i think you've already lost him or sumthing...
and about the secret... shes the only one i told... mmm...
not even the best friend in school knows...
i mean no harm but i think you're just the best friend for the life im living in now... in singapore... in school...
but other than that.. i still dont know if i can trust you 101%...
like the one whom i love once... and i will always...
if any people reading this... please do not be alarmed...
i am definietlly not some emo guy as you can see and read...
that i still feels.... the problem is that nobody cared...
so what i'd normally say here is that 'so dont care'...
but doing so , the problem would still remain...
i want to be the happy guy like in the past but i dont know how to do so...
and i seriously dont give a dam bout ppl whos trying to ruin my life cause its so ruined right now that any more of it doesnt make any difference...
and i truely believe that what ever happens, i will always be faithful to god...
( still thinks that my life's been played with)
*goes to listen to into yesterday, pocketfull of stars, drive*
(after i went out for like 1 min?)
something bad really did happen... knee and hand joint pain...
hit arm accidentally on the door for no particular reason...
